well i think i had already totally let you go. i still miss the times i call you bii though, nao we just bro and sis, its good though, we should just stay as bro and sis for life. i just hope you don't give me cold answers like less than 3 words de. you are the only one that is still making my day a day though. gotta say i still loves you (: all the best for your mid years and wushu uh. take care (:

23/09/12-12/03/12 thats how i long i loved you. but it just seems to me like im nth to you. its alrite, i dun mind. yea you're right, there's no difference in me loving you or not. well i know im that extra one in your life though. since everything already ends here i guess my blog will be dead as well. take care ba. whether im there or not also no difference so haishh.. so take care and god bless (:

i love you so much. much more than i love myself. honestly i hope we will be together but since its fate, i will accept it, i gotta say you replaced the placing of my grandma in my heart for that 5 months. it has been great time, nao once again my heart is empty and broken and im glad no one knows that. so glad i still have a place to pour out my feelings to. i have phobia of falling in love le. #foreveralone is true, so true. actually i dk how am i suppose to face you le. would anybody please tell me how?

i seriously can't believe i cried. i loved you so much yet it seem like its fate that we will never be together. it seriously hurts. i gotta say i love you. but please don't feel guilty. its not your fault and i will never blame you for doing this it is what you should do actually. please smile and take it as that is what you should do. i might pick up smoking again but i gotta say i dw you to know that. nao i realised we're impossible i can be at ease to harm myself without anyone else knowing. thanks for those caring friends that are part of my life too. they are awesome

i ain't a kid who keep laughing all day long play com games stay cheerful or stuff liddat, if u noe me well enuf i spend most of my time listening to songs, facebooking n rapping i like to put 'hahaha','LOL','hehe','yeay'... jus to make ppl tink i m very cheerful n i did it (:

im never the type of kid that goes arond rlly happy and ain't that type of person that enjoy life as much but dk y i love u :s

imma posting this cuz i tink no  one else who know me will see this post so i gotta say yea i love u but i given up n thats so fast and i didnt want to give up de but since it will lead to no where i found that continueing was no point anw i kinda have a mixed up feeling though but i dun tink i gonna ask u for stead again and thanks for all the happy memories u gave me ^^ thans for being my mei too so yea i love u