why must my grandma suffer even after she had her operation and now she ended up in hospital again i dun want to see her suffer anymore i noe thats enough for her to take. Its enough to let us see that she is suffering its enough i wanted to be cheerful but u think i will be cheerful at this kind of situation its nearly impossible no one will understand tthings until they go through it i wanted to have hope but its lyk the higher u climb the harder u fall and the fall may be a fatal fall which is going to be a blow so if she is gonna get better not get well but suffer less its already a good news but it seems impossible now it hurts u noe it really hurts well i shall stop here i just hope miracles will happen that will be the only thing left haizz so sad now why did it happen n i m in a foul mood now letting go is impossible.its not as easy as an imagination it is hard